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Last time I checked...matahari masih di sana, penuh semburat kuning terang. Jakarta masih macet dan kita masih membicarakan siapa presiden selanjutnya, Jokowi atau Prabowo. Aku simpulkan, semesta baik-baik saja, dan kita? I'm fine...you? We're still good, aren't we?
I could check the entire world but I confused how to check yours. I didn't have confident that I could wavering your world. Nope...
Aku bangun dan mendapati hati di sana, duduk manis depan tv, menonton berita pagi, menjatuhkan remah biskuit, beberapa menggantung di bibirnya, menyeruput teh hangat dan tidak memperdulikanku.
Dia melakukannya lagi. Membuat kericuhan dan tidak menyelesaikannya. Dia menyebalkan. Jika Aku kehilangan teman karena perbuatan impulsifnya, Aku akan menguncinya dalam kamar mandi, tanpa lampu!!
Aku mulai memutari rumah, meletakkan tangan depan dada, di punggung, di kepala.
Apa yang harus kulakukan?
Apa Aku benar melakukan kesalahan?
Bagaimana mengetahui Aku melakukan hal yang benar?
Haruskah mencarinya? Alasannya?
Kalau iya, bagaimana mencarinya? Bertanya kabar, laku biasa?
Mengapa jadi sesulit ini?..hahahaha
Let's make it simple. I didn't do anything wrong, so I shouldn't feel guilty, worried, or ashamed. I just shared what I thought, I felt. Because, we're not live forever, I choosed to make him know it. Mmm..he catched me actually. I'm not good of being stalker. Heeee
But he promised.
You...promised me that nothing change. I just adore you that much, for this few days. I don't have courage more than this. This the spot, that I can still lift my head and laugh with you.
Actually, I just want to know, this day is like another day. The same world, same sun, and "same friend".
Sent me a letter, please. Not message..I want letter, with short story..? Would you? hehehe
NB : I've been thinking that much, hahahahha
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