
Since been a long time, I've had will to consult in a psychiatri or psychologist coz' I thought I was weird, I had manythings in my head, and sometimes a "suicidal ideation" through for a while in my mind.
I'm not crazy, I have a good family, I have many friends, and I really luv my life. But I admit that the idea sometimes in my head. Example like when I see d window, I'll think about how's feel if I throw my self from that window, or how's feel if I cut my artery (believe me, I know how deep I have to cut itu and where is it), or how's feel if I let the car hit me in a road...Do u think I'm normal with all of that in my head??
So...I have searched about suicide and found this :

There have been various studies done showing a positive link between smoking, suicidal ideation and suicide attempts.In a study conducted among nurses, those smoking between 1-24 cigarettes per day had twice the suicide risk; 25 cigarettes or more, 4 times the suicide risk, than those who had never smoked.In a study of 300,000 male U.S. Army soldiers, a definitive link between suicide and smoking was observed with those smoking over a pack a day having twice the suicide rate of non-smokers
Nahh..actually we design our deathness everyday, We do it slowly and always ignorantly.
So...looks like we're same, d different is I'm aware and u're not.
heee..like I don't need consult my self..
I'm normal, just little weird..*_^
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